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I've been having this problem lately, where I will wake up as soon as I get "stuck" in an impossible situation in the dream i'm having. Like for instance, just a while ago I woke up feeling like my life was over when the following happened in the dream:
=> I was driving my car and 2 of my coworkers were riding with me. we were driving back to iowa city from chicago. there was an 18 wheeler semi truck following us that my coworker ryan cared a lot about. apparently it was carrying content that belonged to him and his life depended on keeping the content in his sight at all times and not losing it. so I swore to him that I would drive slow enough and take routes easy enough to where the truck driver could follow me and not get lost. but when we came up to a very complex interchange of several off ramps at a crossroads of 2 interstates, i got confused and took the wrong offramp and it led us into a remote isolated area away from all the buildings of the city we were driving through. when ryan found out that the truck was no longer in sight he had me stop the car and was cussing me out left and right. he said I had caused a serious threat on his life and he threatened to take me to court and destroy my life because getting lost was my fault.
I felt terrible about it and got out of the car thinking I just caused someone's life to virtually end and didn't know what I could do to fix it. I contemplated ending my own life because I was so depressed. but at that moment is when I woke up. The dream felt very real, like some I've had that have ended in this "impossibility" scenario. there was another one not too long ago where it ended at the exact moment my car was flying through the air headed for a crash landing in a corn field, where I was behind the wheel and my 2 brothers were passengers.
one of my other coworkers, nicholas, told me that this type of dream irregularity actually has a name associated with it. I can't remember what he said but he told me what it was last night. has this happened to anyone else here? I have a feeling it is a result of me being maybe a little overly stressed with all the software apps i'm currently contracted to write. most don't have any deadlines so it's not like i'm under any pressure. I don't get much sleep at night and I haven't for like 3 years now. Usually it's about 3-5 hours a night, waking up 2 to 3 times during that range of hours.
anybody got any insight on this?
=> I was driving my car and 2 of my coworkers were riding with me. we were driving back to iowa city from chicago. there was an 18 wheeler semi truck following us that my coworker ryan cared a lot about. apparently it was carrying content that belonged to him and his life depended on keeping the content in his sight at all times and not losing it. so I swore to him that I would drive slow enough and take routes easy enough to where the truck driver could follow me and not get lost. but when we came up to a very complex interchange of several off ramps at a crossroads of 2 interstates, i got confused and took the wrong offramp and it led us into a remote isolated area away from all the buildings of the city we were driving through. when ryan found out that the truck was no longer in sight he had me stop the car and was cussing me out left and right. he said I had caused a serious threat on his life and he threatened to take me to court and destroy my life because getting lost was my fault.
I felt terrible about it and got out of the car thinking I just caused someone's life to virtually end and didn't know what I could do to fix it. I contemplated ending my own life because I was so depressed. but at that moment is when I woke up. The dream felt very real, like some I've had that have ended in this "impossibility" scenario. there was another one not too long ago where it ended at the exact moment my car was flying through the air headed for a crash landing in a corn field, where I was behind the wheel and my 2 brothers were passengers.
one of my other coworkers, nicholas, told me that this type of dream irregularity actually has a name associated with it. I can't remember what he said but he told me what it was last night. has this happened to anyone else here? I have a feeling it is a result of me being maybe a little overly stressed with all the software apps i'm currently contracted to write. most don't have any deadlines so it's not like i'm under any pressure. I don't get much sleep at night and I haven't for like 3 years now. Usually it's about 3-5 hours a night, waking up 2 to 3 times during that range of hours.
anybody got any insight on this?