Ironically that's what I think about you too! (in the most friendly, respectful possible way, however!)
I guess you missed all the posts where I mentioned my dislike of Trump's personality, especially his childish name calling. You probably missed the part where I pointed out that in 2016 I changed my voter registration from Democrat to Republicans specifically so I could vote AGAINST DJT in the primary. Not because I thought he wouldn't do a good job. I always knew, his ideas were good and he had the gumption to persevere but his behaviour was so odious that he was going to offend way too many people and give the press lots of fodder for attacks. You have to be registered with a political party to vote in primaries in CT so I have been registered as a Democrat all my life. Early on, I used to think I was a Democrat but I came to my senses and grew out of that in my middle 20's when I realized that it was not government money but MY MONEY that was being thrown away by Congress. And I also came to realize that government was encroaching on my civil liberties. The point of being registered as a Democrat was to give me at least some chance to influence who might be elected. I would vote for the Democrat who I thought would do the least damage and who had at least a fighting chance of winning in the Primary (no point in voting for an underdog). Then in the general, I would almost always vote for the Republication, not that it made much difference in Connecticut.
Remember, I live only around 50 miles from Manhattan so when DJT made the news, it was on my local news channel so I saw it. West of the river CBS came from NYC. East of the river where I grew up, CBS came from Boston. So, I've seen him in the news for 40 years and been through the good and the bad and the divorces and scandals. I always thought he was arrogant and never liked him personally based on the interviews I saw.
I support Trump because I approve of his policies (most of them). I also believe him to be a competent manager and he actually managed to get a lot done through sheer force of will. He NEVER expected the deep state to be so entrenched and powerful. That took him totally off guard and he had no support structure that he could use to break through. Remember, the Republicans hate him even more than the Democrats because he exposed their corruption also. So, if the bureaucrats didn't want to do what Trump directed, they slow walked the directive or simply ignored it. The military leaders disobeyed direct orders when Trump told them to pull out of Iraq AND bragged about it on national TV. Seems like treason to me and yet the Joint Chiefs took no action. So, the corruption starts at the top. The top three levels of every agency need to be removed, including the Joint Chiefs. NO ONE except Trump would even think of doing such a thing except Vivek and the country isn't yet ready for a Libertarian. That leaves us with Trump. DeSantis does not have the will to drain the swamp, nor will he. He is beholden to the swamp for his campaign financing. THAT is the real problem with DeSantis. He did a lot of good stuff for Florida until he abandoned them when he thought something better might turn up (real scumbag in my opinion). DeSantis will have exactly the same problem with the deep state that Trump had. They will slow walk or ignore any order they don't like as they did to Trump. But DeSantis won't call them out because he'll just look incompetent the way Trump did. Trump was used to running a business where what he said was law. If you didn't agree, he was always willing to listen to dissenting opinions. But when he made up his mind, you did it or you resigned or he fired you. He never had the ability to fire the people who ran the deep state and he wasn't prepared to find out what happened if he simply decapitated various agencies and Congress slow walked his replacement nominees.
I've never met DJT but my daughter met him 20 years ago at a party around when Melania was pregnant with Baron. Up close and personal, the man is very charming. Not at all like the way he is portrayed by the press. But then they have an axe to grind. My daughter had another close encounter a few weeks ago when she went to NH to the rally there. She got to speak with him and shake his hand and have him sign her hat. She had a second encounter when leaving to get into her car. She was parked behind the venue and was standing by her car when the motorcade left the building. She waved as they passed. He did a double take and smiled as he waved back. My daughter is pretty attractive. Tall and blond and Trump's "type" so he remembered her.
I was dumbfounded at the wall that Trump ran into once elected. The man has been a Democrat all his life. His policies were very Kennedyesque which I thought would go over well with the left but they simply hated him with a purple passion for defeating HRC and they were not going to let him have even a modicum of success.