I think I understand what you are saying Mike. You have accepted the conjecture made by some scientists that reality is not only stranger than we think, but stranger than we
can think.
I guess it is plausible that the whole universe is some trivial consequece of an incomprehensible entity. Perhaps the whole universe could be nothing more substantial than a grain of sawdust in the construction of a house.
All the same I want to know all I can about that grain of sawdust and I don't believe we are there yet. I am optimistic that we will reach a satisfactory understanding because observations so far have all showed that the complexity we see is constructed of ever simpler structures and laws. I would be happy with that as a dead end.
The correct theory will based on a single force in a simple and intuitive energy field. Einstein once said that the solution to reality will be so simple that it could be explained to a young child and that makes sense to me. The possibility of complexity in the scale of magnitude beyond might get interesting after we reach the limit of the simplicity.
The solution must surely involve explaining the genesis of the Big Bang. As for the source of the original energy I would happily concede that it might as well be considered supernatural but I would not entirely discount that we might even manage to explain that as a conseqence of the hypernature of reality.
I am reminded of a story I enjoyed in my youth. In Kurt Vonnegut's "Sirens of Titan", life on Earth was brought by passing aliens whose space ship required repairs. It was too far to return home for parts and impossible to carry enough spares for the immense journey undertaken.
Instead their tool kit was the seeds of life which they cast on a suitable planet and waited for the evolution of a technological lifeform that was capable of making the required components.
This kind of possibility aught rightly be contemplated in a fully rounded contemplation of one's place in the greater scheme of things. It is healthy to be humbled by such thoughts. I appreciate your contribution to the discussion.