cheuschober
Muse of Fire
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KenHigg said:You're delusional. I have no more of a fear of homosexuals than you have a fear of say, I don't know... Catholics? You seem to disagree with their lifestyle. Or does that make you spiritually insecure?
Then why are you so insistent on your need to 'get away' from gays or 'gay culture' ?
KenHigg said:Seems to me that if you aren't driven away froms gays a much as the next guy, then you'd have more gay friends.
You have openly admitted in multiple posts across multiple threads how you don't want the 'gay lifestyle' around you. If you were completely secure, Ken, then why would it matter at all whether it was or was not near your proximity. In other words, you would not feel threatened. Homosexuality challenges the gender caricature you have idolized. For whatever deep-seated, unknowing reason you have, it clearly has the power to affect you to the point of lashing out at people in an attempt to drive it away.
But, I digress. I've said this all before and I'm not going to bother repeating it over and over. If you want to continue idolizing your gender caricature and being under the constant threat of a 'gay lifestyle' invasion, worry not, millions of American men have paved the way and life turned out just fine for them.
As for my own insecurities - yes, I certainly have them. Specifically my greed. I had a set of Catholics offer me $150 000 if I'd just 'return to the church to save my soul.' So I got away from that. Because I am greedy because I know what its like to be poor and I didn't want my own financial insecurity to motivate my decisions in life especially one as important as a spiritual decision.
But, in any case, attempting to call up an unreleated subject is low--it's nothing more than a diversion that you need. Like trying to say my view was skewed because of relationships I may or may not have with members of the homosexual community. I'm presenting a solid scientifically backed argument. You present 'personal thesis' and smoke and mirrors. At some point, however, I can't continue to restate these things. At some point I have to just let you go off believing what you want to believe. That's your right, and part of your defense mechanism -- the final feral charge to make sure the invading creature doesn't return all while beating your chest and proclaiming your 'masculinity' to the world.
So take that for what you will. This is my last post on this thread. Your insecurities and prejudices have been shown to me and are visible to any other individual with enough self-security to not be threated by the arguments presented. Those who share the same insecurities, those like yourself, won't see it. And that's fine, I guess. There is some small truth to the idea that if you wake up and tell yourself you're happy and safe every morning, that you'll begin to believe it.
Regards,
~Chad