Why am I an atheist? A fair question which I will attempt to answer.
I would like to believe in the Christian God. It would give me great comfort if I could believe it were true. It would make a fantastic comfort blanket. I genuinely envy those that have a faith. Unfortunately I do not see any evidence to support that hypothesis. The Bible has many internal contradictions - the main one being the vast difference between the OT God and the NT God but there are many others.
I do agree with many of the teachings of Christianity in how we should live and deal with one another. The stumbling block for me is the unexplained existence of a supernatural figure that is somehow responsible for everything
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Rabbie: Yes, The God that was depicted in the OT was much harsher than in the NT. I believe within a time period of 10,000 years BC to about 1800 BC was when Adam/Eve and Abraham, Noah, etc lived. The first fifteen books of the bible happen prior to the birth of Moses. The stories from this era about creation, Adam and Eve, The Flood, Abraham, Noah, etc. were handed down for centuries and perhaps a few thousand years. The first five books of the bible are attributed to Moses and they were not written until about 1400BC. Did God tell him directly what happened in the past as he did in so many other authors and books of the bible? I don't know and neither does anyone else.
Going back in time, you can imagine how things were with early man, waring factions, dinosaurs and just the environment of a earth that was just beginning.
By careful research, I have come to the conclusion that there were many attempts at creating man.(what a firestorm this will create on this thread but your science bears this out.) By scientific accounts and they were many tries even before Crow-Magnum man that lived until about 25,000 years BC. Neanderthal Man (early homo-sapiens) lived until about 10,000 years BC. which accounts for the ancient cities that have been found around the world. However, like other premodern man, they just disappeared and modern man (with larger brain, larger frame, etc) just simply one day existed. Even until and after the arrival of Yeshua of Nazareth (Jesus Christ) approx. 4-5 BC (again your science) times were very hard.
I have researched the bible and history enough to come to 'at least giving the following idea some light'. 'God was on the verge of destroying man again and then he came up with the idea of atonement through Jesus Christ'. This explains the difference in treatment of man and explains that the sightings of God except through Jesus Christ have all but disappeared in the new testament.
I have always heard that the problem with the bible was the translation after re-translation of its scriptures. Yes, there are several versions out there (Islam for one) but the current KJV of the bible is based entirely upon the original writings of Moses. From all the info I can find, the translations from Hebrew, Aramaic and Greek scrolls are very accurate to each other with only slight meanings of specific words being changed.
If what you have is a problem of where God came from and how he existed prior to our universe, I cannot help you. That is a leap of Faith you must make yourself (your Choice). As for man's puny science, it has not ruled God out nor have they ruled Him in. I speak of our science as (puny) in that I am comparing it to the science God had to have to create all things
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Bladerunner